I dont get why I decided to put myself in this uncompromising position. I dont know where I stand. I dont have a place when it comes to you or do I? The sign says “We are already fully booked, please come back again.” I should’ve held a sign that says ” Please do not leave your valuables unattended.” I like her, your girlfriend. I hate that I hate her because she is your girlfriend. Im not making any sense. You do these simple things that no one has ever done to me before. Either they get tired of me or they run. You stayed. For now. Countless times, you gave me the reason to run but for some strange reason I chose to linger. I get so caught up with everything. Im caught up with everything and you dont even know. Well. Fuck.